And you wait…and you wait…

How many times do we just wait for something or someone to tell us that we’re on the right path, we need the reassurance that it’s all going to be good, but we forget that the only way things will actually be good is when we decide to follow the path of our heart, when we push beyond the doubts, beyond the confusion and the part of our mind that seems to have only one purpose in this life – to make us realize how important certain things are for us. If at the first glimpse of doubt, we change our mind, we flake out and give up, then maybe the task was never for us or maybe we’re just not ready for it. Yes, sometimes, we actually need more time. Other times, we’re just using that as an excuse.

But if you’re looking for a sign to help you in making a decision, look around, the signs are probably already here, you’ve just been unwilling to see them. Take fear by its hand and walk courageously towards your goals…the worst thing that could happen is failure, and then we get up and try again…after all that’s how we got to where we are right now.

All change is good, right?

The question of change has been on my mind for the past few weeks, maybe because my life is going through major changes and at times I have to remind myself to be grateful for the change.

But what’s so great about change after all? Well, things change every day and if we don’t notice that they’ve changed is because they’re changing over and over to the same thing. The planet moves, therefore things change by default so when it seems like their not, it’s because we’re stuck in our own repetitive pattern that doesn’t allow us to see the change.

What I’m feeling now is definitely not that, it’s something I experience at a visceral level…like a constant feeling of being both super excited and just about to throw up at the same time, like the earth is standing still and moving too fast all at the same time, like it’s too late and too early and I have a long wait while not having enough time. Above all those feelings lingers the feeling of gratitude of not standing still, of moving forward with the speed of light, of knowing that my dreams are happening and the planets are aligning.